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It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
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10:45 PM,
Nov 29, 2008
I been.......away Anyway, during the 7 days of awayness, i did a lot of things. Things that u will find ordinary but actually, hold a very big significant. First thing, I made a 10 years old girl cry. Twice. Well, u probably will be shocked. I mean, after all, ppl noe me not for my violence and aggressiveness and yet i did all this. The worst thing is that, i don't feel any guilt. Well, i m not a cold blooded freak and the only explanation is that I've change. My heart have grown to harden and do i like the me right now? The unforgiving, angry, sad, aggressive, violent me?
6:45 AM,
Nov 19, 2008
I been thinking a lot 4 these few day and actually looked back on my past past years and actually admire the small me. When i was young, i was innocent, lonely child. My brother is the one who always getting all the attention while i will just be behind his footsteps. My brother who had many friends and all i have is one. My brother have everything he wants and me, nothing. My brother is everything i one 2 be. I want 2 grow faster And now, i have been a mature confident young man and frankly i missed my childhood. I noe i can t turned bac time and all i have is memories and .......regrets
6:39 AM,
Nov 18, 2008
Every hour wounds but the last one kills....... Ever wonder when will u last hour be............ I will only live up to between 70 to 80, so no more regretting, i gonna do wat i need to do.
6:53 AM,
Nov 7, 2008
Here is a story. There was once a factory in Japan where production declined, below quota. While trying to figure out why, one of the foremen tot perhaps the light is too dim for the workers, so he had brighter bulbs installed. Productivitey shot up, but after awhile, it dropped off again. Suspecting the light had something to do with it, he reinstalled the dimmer bulbs, expecting the productivity to go done futher. TO his surprised, productivity shot up. So he started swithing the bulbs every 2 weeks, first dimmer and brighter. Finally , productivity stayed up. Moral of the story is tat ppl respond when they tink tat someone is paying them attention. So start doing it right now. No matter wat ppl do, say, or react, the truth is tat most of the time they wanted the attenion. No matter how strong a person, how popular the person is, they just feel inserure and did negative things. Think abt it. |