It's a gloomy sunday afternoon and I'm rotting to death without you.
It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
10:45 PM,
Nov 29, 2008

I been.......away

Anyway, during the 7 days of awayness, i did a lot of things. Things that u will find ordinary but actually, hold a very big significant.

First thing, I made a 10 years old girl cry. Twice.

Well, u probably will be shocked. I mean, after all, ppl noe me not for my violence and aggressiveness and yet i did all this. The worst thing is that, i don't feel any guilt.

Well, i m not a cold blooded freak and the only explanation is that I've change. My heart have grown to harden and do i like the me right now? 

The unforgiving, angry, sad, aggressive, violent me?