It's a gloomy sunday afternoon and I'm rotting to death without you.

6:16 AM,

Dec 27, 2008

How Christmas?

Here is a late Christmas update.

Do you remember wat do u every Christmas? Perhaps having a dinner with relative, shopping.

Well for me, it was strolling down Orchard Road. From Taka walk up to Tanglin Mall. We used to do it every year. Used. Now, i did it all by myself, taking a walk through memory lane. For some unknown reason, despite reaching the end of my memory lane, i continued walking on.

On and on till the Botanic gardens. As i walked in there, i finally realise that y i m doing that. It is just my pitiful approach to escape from reality, to escape from my life for a moment.

i noe, you going to say tat i m a coward, i m just not strong enough. If tat wat you are tinking now. STOP. I m like having a lot of hard knock from the school of life and i don't need you to rub salt in my wound. I just loses a lot of my self esteem these days and i am really tired.

But actually, i felt better. If 1 day you actually reach 1 of those down day, go 4 a long walk. And maybe if you are lucky, you get to see a beautiful Christmas tree at the end. :)