Ok from here onward, serious business. Today have such been a real emotional roller coaster ride. Whatever emotion u say, i had experienced 2day. Honestly, i felt sick. I mean getting off on a roller coaster, how gd can you feel. 

Secondly, one of the weakness of most Aquarius and tat includes me tat we ppl are very unforgiving. I recognised it as a weakness and actually do make effort to change but it do get harder. To me, forgiving someone is really going to be hard 4 me and to me words like sry don't means much to me. I mean, when one say sry, wat can it do, create world peace, turn back time. My life is also pretty **** up and i don't feel that i do not need to take all that crap from you.

Thirdly,  how much do i mean to you? It have only be like 2-3 month and you have probably forgotten abt em. Hey, i no chances of us meeting is slim but i tink tat a sms of well wishes would be nice. You told me that you will be there when i need you, so where are you.

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Last but not least, most of the time, it alway me against the world. I am older, things are definetly getting harder. I ready.