6:15 AM,
Apr 29, 2009
I tink i will give you a call.
For old times sake.
Though you probably hav forgotten abt me.
To prove there is no awkardness.
Hope i m not self dening.
2:48 AM,
Apr 27, 2009
want a change.
something bright.
realise tag box is 2008. i reused (:
4:43 AM,
Apr 24, 2009
The pain is just too deep
A wound that time cannot heal.
I need your love probably.
I cannot lose anyone.
The pain is just too deep.
I can't survive when
any one of you leave me.
I love you t(w)oo
CAN TIS WORLD HAVE 2 SOULMATES WHERE WITHOUT IT, IT IS HARD TO SURVIVE.
6:47 AM,
Apr 23, 2009
HOW MUCH IS PRIDE WORTH?
y do i try smile but when away from the worlds view, tear just came down naturally. Right now, the only thing i could think is pride and bad experiences.
Shit. Y you birng me bac those memories?
5:04 AM,
Apr 20, 2009
DO you make a conscious effort to please some one despite how unreasonable these requests are?
Maybe it is time you stand up for yourself. Stand up for your beliefs.Stand up for your dreams . Cuz if you don t help yourself . No one could help you. All i could do is to tell you and watch you gradually self destruct.
7:50 AM,
Apr 19, 2009
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How do you boost your self esteem and confidence.
BY BITCHING THROWING HURTING REMARKS.
7:17 AM,
Apr 15, 2009
Speed.
How fast are you moving .................in your life.
ARE YOU MOVING TO FAST that you failed to noticed the fresh air,the tall tress, the beautiful flowers and the white clouds?
OR
ARE YOU MOVING TO SLOW, that you are moving at a minimal( word of the day), not reaching your destination?
You are moving to fast that i cannot catch up cause you think that i am dragging you down moving slowly, but all i wan to do is to notice MOTHER NATURE. Soon , you left me alone, and then the dark cames and that when everything started to go downhill. The tree seems to seem scarier. The clouds disappeared. Shawdows started to form. I m getting scared.
WHERE ARE YOU?
Forget it . You will not noe who i m talking to.
I M TUNING OUT .
WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY
LOUDER
DUNNO
CANT YOU READ THE SIGNS
BYE BYE.
I AM SICK OF YOUR EXCUSES
WHATEVER
SHUT UP AND **** OFF.
7:00 AM,
Apr 13, 2009
Today, i felt like SUPERMAN. i am proud of myself to get through this day. Everything felt like there is a purpose and everything seems to be going on track. Which is surprising.
I m still working on getting that mean bone out of me. It is going to be my new year resolution and then a thought struck me. WILL I LOSE MY PERSONALITY TOGETHER WITH THE MEAN BONE?
Having short bursts of happiness made my day considering that this is 1 big disbeliever of haplessness. I don't y i keep thinking of your. U hav become my past so y should i rake it up now.
There are many topic and idea i want to blog abt but i guess the more important come 1ST.
5:09 AM,
Apr 8, 2009
We always live in a self denial world.
After, ignorance is bliss.
If there is a subject on faking and pretending, everyone will get aces, except for timothy moey. But that is another story.
We are very self "ppl"
Selfish, selfcentered.
Everything revolves arround us, that it the bottem line.
Tis includes me too.
I missed the days, walking with you. Cuz u make me feel happier.
7:05 AM,
Apr 6, 2009
I believe that everyone have that mean bone in us. What is the mean bone. IT is the particular bone that make you become mean. The bone which causes you to gloat when someone got into trouble, the bone which make you hurt somebody, the bone which that slip out remark casually.
If you tell me that you r MR/MRS nice who nvr do anything mean. IT IS LIKE IMPOSSIBLE. But are humans born to be bad.?Then y is there that bone in us?
I wan it out of me. I will make it possible. I WILL.:)
4:55 AM,
Apr 5, 2009
Jealousy swell and won't go away in my dreams.
HEY, you noe that you can die from jealous. Sign are like so duhhhhhhhhh. You can fake all you want but i alway noe. That you're just faking it all. Pretending that you feeling gd when someone did better than you. You feeling Down when you didn't get it right when other can. You are ACTING EVERYDAY. being extra, i can t stand you.
SO let it go.
out of my life
and the jealousy.
This is my advice as a friend.
A faking gd friend.
Are this world blind, can t they see the real you. Y m i only can realise it. Everytime, you talk to me, in that irrationg voice.deep down i faking it, like the way you do. You take ppl idea, pretend that they yours,