It's a gloomy sunday afternoon and I'm rotting to death without you.
It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
7:22 AM,
May 27, 2009

You noe yesterday, i sit on the train bac home. i saw a boy who is deaf. He was communicating to his friend using sign language. The way is do it, his hand move rapidly, fierce, strong, it was so beautiful.

He belongs in a world where few can be in. Despite being deaf, there is a silver lining. Freedom from the injustice way of life. Life isn t always fair but it probably is in theirs. Not able to hear those comments.


5:58 AM,
May 20, 2009

Mistakenly, i made a mistake. 


4:24 AM,
May 18, 2009

i left the sentence halfway in our conversation cause i don't i scared that my voice will betray me. show of the emotions i would love to left hidden so right here i finshed up the sentence.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Not just lemonade, but the sweetest lemonade( or the sourest in your case) the best lemonade in the word. 

MOST IMPORTANLY MAKE THOSE PPL REGRET THAT THEY GIVE ME LEMONS

As i sit on the train, my thoughts spiral to you. Make me rember the days of when you tried to convince me not to bottle up your emotion, your feeling and let them out. HOW IRONIC. i thought to myself. Cause after i confine to yuo, you just walk out of me, make it hard trust ppl, making it hard to NOT BOTTLE UP.

I hate you.

Do i?


4:40 AM,
May 17, 2009

I keep eating. 
I can't stopped.
I feel so good.
Just forcing the food down.
Make me feel better
Feel guilty l8er
Emotionally bad
AND THIS VICIOUS CYCLE CONTINUE ON AND ON AGAIN


9:29 PM,
May 13, 2009

There are many distraction in this world that just make you stopped doing the important things.

For example, playing the com instead of like studying. A distraction. We get distracted. The consequences. Many.

We human for some reason are easily distracted and we should not compromise


4:04 AM,
May 4, 2009

I fucking high
how do you get fucking high when yuo don't wan to.
You fucking fake it. 
Swear a bit more.
to your com and readers


7:58 AM,
May 2, 2009

In                                           Out

Individualism                       Clique
Bright blue                            White
Being short                           Being tall
Flats                                      Flip-flops.



I LOVE SHOES THAT GIVE YOU HEIGHT. it SO give you the illusion that you are tall. As Kenneth says, ignorance is bliss. But i am aware i am actually quite short. -.- Wearing those shoes make me feel better. (: But hey i don't get it. WHY DO TALL PPL WEAR SHOES THAT GIVE THEM HEIGHT.