I ask
I tell
I threaten
I blackmail
I cry
I plead
I beg

TO YOU NOT TO LEAVE ME

You sititng at the computer screen thinking "SO DESPO." and maybe laugh at me
but i promise you that one day you will feel it.
And on that day, you will feel the pain i felt.
So don't laugh so early

I got monday blues yesterday and there no even school

I tink i pmsing, maybe i pregnant......

LOL:)

Only boring people gets bored

That is so true. SO the next time you tell yourself that you are feeling bored. Tell yourself this quote and change yourself. After all, you must be a boring person if you feel bored:)

There are many thing you can do and have a change of pace in life. So take a risk and do something extraordinary everyday. I 'm sure you will enjoy that change.

I tink tat ppl don't trust me because i don't trust ppl.

I am feeling emotionally drained when i am aloe. Maybe, i have used up all my energy. Blog-hopping, makes me feel worse. It is like all ur friends post all their problems on blogs and then when you read they, YOU FEEL MORE AND MORE TIRED. I don’t see y their problems is worse them mine. If i m still coping fine, why can't they. WHY PPL ARE SO ATTENTION SEEKER, is life really so bad 4 you. COME TALK TO ME, i make it better because there is NO WAY ur problems could b worse then mine


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Next ting, i felt helpless watching you. I don't get it y you hav to suffer alone. Both physically and emotionally. The way you talk to me, i feel helpless very helpless. I don't believe that there is nothing i can do to make you feel better. Y don't you just let me in.

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I tink that I am a STRESS MAGNET. And in a way, i enjoy it. Though i may sound very melodramatic but i do actually enjoy it. It is like my adrenalin, my reason to survive. I need stress like how i need air. Cheesy but true.