I am feeling emotionally drained when i am aloe. Maybe, i have used up all my energy. Blog-hopping, makes me feel worse. It is like all ur friends post all their problems on blogs and then when you read they, YOU FEEL MORE AND MORE TIRED. I don’t see y their problems is worse them mine. If i m still coping fine, why can't they. WHY PPL ARE SO ATTENTION SEEKER, is life really so bad 4 you. COME TALK TO ME, i make it better because there is NO WAY ur problems could b worse then mine


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Next ting, i felt helpless watching you. I don't get it y you hav to suffer alone. Both physically and emotionally. The way you talk to me, i feel helpless very helpless. I don't believe that there is nothing i can do to make you feel better. Y don't you just let me in.

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I tink that I am a STRESS MAGNET. And in a way, i enjoy it. Though i may sound very melodramatic but i do actually enjoy it. It is like my adrenalin, my reason to survive. I need stress like how i need air. Cheesy but true.