escaping from reality
not thinking about it
forgetting it
cry
pretending to be someone else
putting a block in front of me
faking 
not trusting 
ignoring 


Things my body do to cope with everything bad.

Dear Mr __________
Thanks for acting nonchalant. I really appreciate it very much. It nice of you not to notice me when i am waving like a retard. It nice of you to pretend that i do not exist. Your body language is crystal clear and easy to read and that what i like about you. PLEASE FOR ******* SAKE, STOP KILLING ME. :)



Dear Mr ___________
Thanks for everything you done. I love it when you intrude my space when all i ask for an itsy bitsy space. You really make me feel better when you piss me off faking cheering me out. You just ended up making me feel worse. I think that you should just shut up if you can;t be sincere. Tat could something you should do to improve the almost perfect you. I could go on abt a whole long list about your fine points but I tink that it is hopeless cause YOU WILL NEVER ******* CHANGE :)

I walked to orchard central for teh second time.
It changes a lot since the first time
But yet, nothing else change
Even if i wish.

WADeva,

Navy blue is an inspiring colour.

The cost of it
WE PAY THE ULTIMATE PRICE.

eventually.

The sky these few day seems to represent my mood. 
I wish for a bit of comfy sunshine instead of the sad dull clouds.

Emotionally unadaptable.
Don't talk to me.

I sorry, i m not someone who is able to shop for class and cheap.

I guess it is safe to say that i m over you.
I guess you 're right, letting go is easier than clinging on to unobtainable love.