It's a gloomy sunday afternoon and I'm rotting to death without you.
It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
5:44 AM,
Mar 31, 2010

Will you be my forever?
Whatever.
Will you be my happily ever after?
Whatever,
Will you not falter?
Whatever.
Will you stop be a poseur?
Whatever.


STOP ACTING NONCHALANT. 
YOU CARE ABOUT ME,RIGHT?
JUST SAY IT.
PLEASE
I.....


8:33 AM,
Mar 30, 2010

You seems to be enjoying your new life.
I gradually just become a memory, at the back of your mind
Forget, Forgot, Forgotten, Forever. Fuck. 


6:25 AM,
Mar 26, 2010

Word of the day: Uncalled 

We talked about bullying, as a class lately and honestly, i find it _________.

Firstly, the class labels bullying by making an uncalled comment. Yes we know that it could consist as a part of bullying but yet not looking at a bigger picture. For those who claimed that X "bully" you or Y "bully" you, do look back, and see if you have done the same. If that is your definition of bullying, making an uncalled comment,  sure that everyone would be GAC ( guilty as charged) for bullying.

Isn't it ironic that people who complain that they are bullied( having an uncalled comment directed at them), at a point of time in life, they also bullied other.( making an uncalled comment at others)

This scope of bullying is not practical and basically, it becomes a gossip session where the class compete and finds out who make the most uncalled comments. Typical.


My definition of bullying:
Physically hurting or triggering extreme emotional trauma by underhand means. 


5:21 AM,
Mar 23, 2010

Yes,  we know that Darrick is good looking. In fact, he is
SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS HOT.

But despite how handsome he look, it is different from HIMBO.
He have brains too.
So don't called him that, he gets very emotional , and it is not a pretty sight.
For the sake of his sanity, let leave this "Himbo" adjective for some good-looking fool and stick with callling him HOT or DASHING. 


7:18 AM,
Mar 19, 2010

I like the shape triangle
Because it represent 

Love
Homosexuality
Change
Beginner
Fire
Spirit
Man
Life


"No, no. Actually, I love the shape diamond, star and most of all, teardrop"


6:47 AM,
Mar 17, 2010

Do you know that  when we are an infants, water accounts 80% of our weight. As we grew into adults our body is made up of roughly 70% of an adult's body is made up of water? The world's surface contains up to 70 to 75% of water. Not only that, we, if healthy, can drink up to 3 gallons (48 cups) of water.


Fear of water
Aquaphobia
That is what i am afraid of.


9:43 PM,
Mar 14, 2010

I don't want hopeful dreams anymore.
I want a hopeful reality. 






P.S. Hey, i miss you too. Hey, tell me a day you are free, and we just hang out k. Saturday nite?


7:43 AM,
Mar 12, 2010



6:33 PM,
Mar 10, 2010

"Hey, i knock off at 6"

I thought to myself, " If you knock off at 6, you will take 5 min to reach the train station and 5 min to reach to Ang Mo Kio" 

How foolish 

So I waited at there, peering into every cabin of the train. Hoping that i could catch a glimpse of you. Even if the train runs at 80km/h, I know that i still can see pick you out from the sea of unknown. All i wanted is to have a long due conversation with you. Just to check how you have been. And you to give me a bright smile, telling me I  am doing fine. 
 
I continued this for 45 minutes.
With no avail. 



12:33 AM,

Gullible. 
What are you thinking.
Wake up.
Can't you see it.
You stupid girl, 
he don't mean what he say. 
_____________________________________________
Loneliness
If you find yourself in loneliness, you are not alone.
and yet you are are alone. So very alone. 


11:17 PM,
Mar 6, 2010

Anger used to be my best friend. 




I m fire.














2:16 AM,

The air conditioners whirred to life as I walk towards you. You continued to do your work, as if you already expected me. You looked at me. I look at you. Initial conversation is always hard to get through. Somedays, i just stare into space. Somedays, you just ignore me.
___________________________________________________________________________________
I forget him for you.
________________________________________________________________________________
Can you forget her?
__________________________________________________________________________________
        

___________
___________
__________________________
____________  
___________


7:23 AM,
Mar 5, 2010

You could just commit sucide.

Existence
is nothing if you don't live you life.


4:29 AM,
Mar 4, 2010






Child: abcdefghijklmNOpqrstuvwxyz.
Friends: abcdefghijklmNoPqrstuvwxyz. We just don't friend you.
Child: zyxwvutsrqpOnmlKjihgfedcba. I do it.



1:35 AM,
Mar 3, 2010

Are you
Jealous,
Sad
Angry
that you are not the one who make happy, not the one who bring a smile to my face.

Yes, you are.

At least i have a little insight about you. That you care about me and hopefully love me


6:03 AM,
Mar 1, 2010

Verse 1
Some days he feeling sad,
searching for a little hope,
that his angel will come down,
saving his broken soul

Rap:
His angel told him. Stay strong. Don't bottle everything up. Have a little more faith.Don't worry. Stay calm. Everything going to be alright. When everything is less busy up there,
I will come for you. Must hold on. Wait for me.

Chorus
And he wait, wait,
waiting for the day to come
And he wait, wait, wait
waiting for day that didn't come.












He's heartbroken, lying on the sidewalk.