It's a gloomy sunday afternoon and I'm rotting to death without you.
It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
7:22 AM,
Apr 26, 2010


Pact
Have you ever stand by the side of the road, and feel the whoosh as the cars go by?
Have you then stand on the road and wait for the whoosh to swept you by?

Have you ever look down a building, and enjoy the view from up there?
Have you then fall over, with relish, catching you unaware? 

Have you ever fake a smile, get high, pretending that everything alright?
Have you then use a gun, aim your head, hitting bull's eye?

No? That OK, 
Wait for me, 


7:54 AM,
Apr 24, 2010

I thought that you are so much more. 
I was wrong.

Darrick is inspired by suicide. Will blog about it when i have the time.




5:46 AM,
Apr 23, 2010

There is a Facebook group called
Teenager committed SUICIDE because of THIS status update

People click LIKE and join the group. 
So what do you like about this group
That a girl commit suicide
That she deserve this wrongful death.
I don't get it. 
I find it very ironic. 



4:05 AM,
Apr 19, 2010

DO NOT BELIEVE IN THIS PSYCHOLOGICAL BULLSHIT

"An apple a day keeps the doctor way"

This is not true. If apple really keeps the doctor away, there is no need for doctor and the world will be a better place with no sickness and all you just have to do is to eat an apple. 

It is just the apple companies working together, discrediting the doctors, to get more people to but more apple. I mean is everyone goes around telling " a gummy bear a day can keep the doctor away", won't gummy bears go out of stock. 

Let try this experiment, going around telling people that "a gummy bear a day can keep the doctor away" 


2:40 AM,
Apr 17, 2010

What is the most do you want to hear from my heart.

The lies
Or the truth? 


If we could hear what hearts are saying, won't things be easier.


8:44 AM,
Apr 16, 2010

Today is a emotional roller coaster.I don't even know where to start. Should i just indulge myself and dump it all here? Or should I sum it all up in a word, a sentence?

I felt very defeated. The look of pity makes me doubt myself. You are not the only person who do that. People are doubting my ideas, inspiration, my ability and I begin to doubt myself. Words meant causally and we have a laugh over it, but deep down, you successfully hurt me. Yes, you did. I reached a new low. Before that, I was at the top of the world, I am confident and strong. How could you bring me down like that? Was i wrong, or you are right? Of course, many things happened today which are beautiful memories but for now, the bad ones flood in my mind. 



Summing that whole chunk of text in a sentence. Fuck you guys.  




5:17 AM,
Apr 14, 2010

Never pay a guy to love you. 
You are worth much more. 


8:02 AM,
Apr 11, 2010



I still climbing. Wait for me.


2:46 AM,
Apr 10, 2010

My lover

He is pretty ugly.
As a young adult,
he is seriously funny.
But most of the time, he's normally insane

Flaws a couple,
he is a spendthrift
and always consistently inconsistence.

Like a quiet storm,
we shared a love-hate relationship.
Once again,
I have fallen in love for him. 


6:39 AM,
Apr 9, 2010

I hope that when you read today's URBAN ( comes with every Friday Straits Times), you will remember about me, the conversation that we shared.

The conversation about my dreams, my hopes, my passion, my love. 


5:10 AM,
Apr 8, 2010

Chocking clarity with your hatred


5:53 AM,
Apr 5, 2010

Bands that you check it out.

E for explosion.
Dirty heads
Rhinoceros
Cage the elephant
The dodos
LCD soundsystem

Go youtube and type 'smiler12d'. The last few songs are great. 


9:05 AM,
Apr 3, 2010

THANKS YOU, APRIL.

April,
Why are you fooling me?
Is this some kind of joke?

April,
When I first meet you,
I thought that you were beautiful. 

April,
Beautiful, skin deep
Ugly, deep down

DEEP INTO HELL YOU DRAGGED ME.





8:03 AM,
Apr 2, 2010

I fell in love with my shadow.