I felt very defeated. The look of pity makes me doubt myself. You are not the only person who do that. People are doubting my ideas, inspiration, my ability and I begin to doubt myself. Words meant causally and we have a laugh over it, but deep down, you successfully hurt me. Yes, you did. I reached a new low. Before that, I was at the top of the world, I am confident and strong. How could you bring me down like that? Was i wrong, or you are right? Of course, many things happened today which are beautiful memories but for now, the bad ones flood in my mind. 

Summing that whole chunk of text in a sentence. Fuck you guys.