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It's a gloomy sunday afternooon
and I'm rotting to death without you
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7:56 AM, Ha
Jul 31, 2010
I'm sorry. That I am not tall. Or handsome. I am awkward. I am straight talking. I said every single thing IN YOUR FACE. I can't feel. I am anything but boyfriend material. I am nobody. But yet not perfect. You bring me back to Earth, I break your heart, Till we become two heartless beings. Have a lot of things going on these day. Feeling overwhelmed Next inspiration---------------Mr Najib. And a beautiful girl. And my play. I triangle you. Will post snippets once in a while.
5:48 AM,
Jul 27, 2010
I HATE HIM. I can only see his flaws, Is it my fault or is it him?
6:57 AM,
Jul 25, 2010
Just come back from 24 playwriting competition. It willl be one of the best experience I have in life, Waking up 24hours just to write a play. Through this play, I meet up with awesome people who make this whole experience even more memorable. They are people who are so fun and open to tak with, making the experience of writing a much fruitful one. You know, we are the only table who I think really bond with each other. We even played cards at like 2a.m. I think the writng alone is great. By writing along side with like minded people is fabulous. I really hope I can meet these people again.
7:10 AM,
Jul 23, 2010
6:13 AM,
Jul 19, 2010
Girls and guys out there. DON'T DATE ME. I m serious. I will make a bad boyfriend, a bad husband, a bad father. But at least, I will make a good friend. At the age of 16 the girl who bring the gentleman out of me, is to me worth keeping.
7:33 AM,
Jul 17, 2010
I really wan to meet Ng Yi Sheng, and direct his play while he direct mine.
5:30 AM,
Jul 14, 2010
I overslept on a train today. Coincidence, fate or destiny. I met with the guy who I think once hated me. It amazing what a couple of years can do. What was once hatred, cold wars, silent glares could turn out to be a civilized conversation, exchanging formalities, sharing "What up" in our worlds. That time, we come into a truce. At that moment I wished I get to know him better. Know him a little bit more. Looking back, we could be good friends. But we let chance slipped through us...
5:13 AM, na
Jul 13, 2010
Want something less bright, more tone down, more grounded.
5:53 AM,
Jul 12, 2010
1) Outgoing personality - Always going out of the office 2) Great presentation skills - Able to bullshit 3) Good communication skills - Spends a lot of time on the phone 4) Work is first priority - Too ugly to get a date 5) Active socially - Drinks a lot 6) Independent worker - No one knows what you are doing 7) Quick thinking - Gives excuses on the go 8) Careful thinker - Will not make decisions 9) Uses logic on difficult jobs - Gets someone else to do it 10) Expresses themselves well - Speaks English 11) Meticulous attention to detail - A nit-picker 12) Has leadership qualities - Is tall or has a louder voice 13) Exceptionally good judgment - Has been very lucky 14) Keen sense of humor - Knows a lot of dirty jokes 15) Career minded - Back stabber 16) Loyal - Cannot get another job elsewhere 17) Plans for advancement/promotion - Buys drinks for all the boys 18) Of great value to the organization - Gets to work on time 19) Relaxed attitude - Sleeps on the desk
3:59 AM,
Jul 11, 2010
Others call you a Disgusting Flirt when you know some new friends while your boyfriend is not with you. But others call you an Irritating snob when you’re not being sociable. Others call you a Cheap Slut when you’re single and are having sex with strangers that you just met. But others call you a Play Hard to Get’ Bitch when you’re trying to be chaste and decent rejecting all those invites from hot yummy hunks. Others call you a Desperate Desperado when you’re kept on searching for your True Love, holding on to your “True Love Exist” belief. But others call you an Unsettled Circuit Boy when you’re always seen at all parties, dancing the night away, and are not on the look for a relationship. Others call you a Nasty Unromantic Bitch when you’re being practical and ‘real’ in this superficial ugly full of lustful desieres world. But others call you an Imaginative ‘Fairy Tales’ Immature ‘Small Boy Wannabe’ when you're always trying your best to provide the best love to him and being the ONE that he always wanted. Others call you a Boring Workaholic when you’re focusing on your career and hoping to achieve something great to better provide for both of you. But others call you a Useless Good for nothing guy who doesn’t know what you want in life when you're spending more time to make him happier and less focusing on your career. Others call you an Unfair Insensitive Bastard when you’re spending more time with your friends than your boyfriend. But others call you a Forbidding Possessive Fucker when you focus on your boyfriend more than your friends. Others call you a Super Sensitive and Overly Suspicious Guy when you’re caring to him and showering him with all your loves and attention. But others call you a Heartless Unappreciative Bastard when you do not reciprocate his love, care and attention or when you’re not showing him enough love, care and attention. Well for people who do that, some called you HYPOCRITICAL.
6:28 AM,
Jul 10, 2010
Underestimating myself. Not anymore. I found myself back.
4:32 AM,
Jul 9, 2010
Recently, people have been caring for me more than they should. That right, by invading into my privacy. FYI, just because you tell me everything about you doesn't mean that i have to do the same. I am a person who happen to have a radar that can detect flaws easily. I sorry, that is the way i am built. AND NO, I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING. You ruined what somethings that could be beautiful. That why you remain single. You flaws, too many. Unpardonable.
6:51 AM,
Jul 3, 2010
What are you r quirks? Things that you must do everyday, if not you feel out of place. Like for me, i am getting in the habit of biting my nail. It makes me feel better and actually calm me down. Only the thumb. I also only enter the train by the third door.I remember there is one time when I pretend that my phone is a chocolate bars.And there is a time when I always get out of my bed from the left side. The idiosyncrasies. The little things that we do that give colours to life. We all have our own. Just be more aware. |