Alex, Alex, Alex, I was so preparing to give up on this friendship. When you told me that you didn't want to meet me up for dinner, it was a big blow to me. It like telling me you don't even want to be friends with me. and after all these while you say you want to noe me better? It makes you sound hypocritical. Cus to be honest, I tot dinner with you is just get to know each other better, our beliefs, values, personalities, past. And maybe, if there is certain issues that we need to bring up, we can do it in your car. I am not stupid. "Something cropped up", like what? Y didn't you provide me with any details? It was then when i know you was lying to me.

I was angry. When you called, I was very apprehensive to pick up your call. I scared that my worst fear is confirmed that you didn't even want to be friends with me and I am scared that I wil lose it. But in hindsight, I glad I picked up your call.

Firstly, I am glad that you are honest with me. And that you never make any excuses about it. It adds credibility to your character.

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This is giving me a headache.