listen to the two side of me

PE

2012-01-26T02:12:00.001-08:00

The motivation of being a real bitch comes from two extreme emotions. Jealously and hatred.
People seems to want to bring me down these days.

2011-12-31T20:19:00.001-08:00

Was at the receiving end of some racist Malay comments
.

2011-12-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

All the negative energy in the house. The shouting. The screaming. The simmering silence.

I M FUCKING TIRED ANGRY PISSSED OFF WITH UR ANNOYING FUCKING BULLSHIT.

I can;t hold anymore of it already. I want out.

2011-12-29T10:29:00.000-08:00

Friends who are fake
Friend who are real

Friends who are there for a reason
Friends who are there for the season

From stranger to friends to stranger
From friends to love to friends.

Where do you stand?

2011-12-04T03:14:00.000-08:00

I hate it when people take it out on me. Just becuz u are a failure then, and feeling angry doesn't mean you can scream and rant at me. Find a better way to release it?

All i can do now is to keep a low profile. And avoid you at all cost.

2011-11-30T07:12:00.000-08:00

We clashed, constantly at odds
We always tried to have the upper hand.

I tried so may things to make this work
But one hands can't clap on its own, you know?

So, I am giving you up,
Washing my hands off you.

Hands off me.

2011-10-24T20:39:00.002-07:00

PRIDE..
(To be continued)

2011-10-24T20:39:00.000-07:00

Cometition is a very scary thing. It begin to seen as a one man show where it is one man for his own. Maniuplation begins to come into play as I seen, experience at first hand. Who starts it is not important, what is more important is the what happened in the end, and there can only be a winner. That it, seems harsh but true.

I guess that I have come this point where there is no turning back, to savage my sanity? Well, there is no other way then, but to press on and find peace within the process. And since there is no turning back, I might well give my all and take you down.

After all, there can only be one winner.

The eyes in his eyes shift as he felt something growing in him. A desire. So strong. So powerful. People start to notice the change.

2011-10-14T09:36:00.001-07:00

I grown older. I always though that i will be young forever. But I aged. With maturity i hope. MAybe not, looking at the states of events.

Well, anyway the theme song of my life is "MOVE ALONG" by the all american rejects.

2011-09-26T10:11:00.000-07:00

Since you see me as competition, I might well be a worthy competitor.

Are you referring to me?
No. Unless you see me as competition
Silence.

You see, don't come and confront me and blame me. Do realized that it your actions and behavior have leads to us being in a rat race, as a competition and no longer friends,

2011-08-20T10:04:00.000-07:00

I miss blogging about the random inspiration things in life. Life seems to be moving very fast these day. GOing to slow down after 40 more days.

Things to do
Draw,
Write.
Love.
Drink.
Sleep.
Blog.
See.
Walk.
Play.
Laugh.

Things I have not been doing. 40 more day. I can conquer.

2011-08-12T07:37:00.001-07:00

I M VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU.

2011-08-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

Just because i am fun, easy going, cool, DOESN"T MEAN YOU CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME.
I know how to say no, and is not afraid to say no.
I don't care if by doing that, i have hurt your feelings.

You started it first. And if you are too petty, I don't need you to be my friend. Cause after 1 year, we will never see each other again.

2011-08-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

Manipulative jerk.
TWO CAN PLAY THE SAME GAME YOU KNOW?

Some day, everybody will see what i am seeing all these time.....

2011-07-02T06:46:00.001-07:00

Sadness is the state of in which a solid wants to be a gas but is expected to be a liquid.

2011-06-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

We have different beliefs and u got to realize that you can't impose them on me. Cause the more you impose, the more i break free. And one day, we become stranger and by then it's too late. Why not try accepting?

2011-05-22T03:42:00.000-07:00

5 people, come together representing different age group. Sitting in a booth of at HK cafe, with great food, great people, great atmosphere, conversation flows easily.

Drama,

Eductation system

History

Oversea expedition

Politics

and not forgeting laughing all night.

i long time never have such a day already....

2011-05-18T21:31:00.000-07:00

I am writing this at the student council invetigation. And seeing the president of student council and comparing it to the previous alumni of student council. I thought that there is a big jump. The previous alumni speaks with gusto about leadership and teamwork, who should all be respondsible to ourself and that how we should look at life with optimsm, which is really inspiring and heartening to know that such passion still exist in this unforgiving world.

In contrast, seeing the previous president student council speech, resignation and defeat and exhuatsion seems to creep into his voice. With specks of noletagia peppered in his speech, I thought, this is not the time to look back, it is the time of looking forward and with exubrevance. It is time to with the experience you have and start making a diffference, DON"T BE DEAFETED BY NEGATIVE COMMENT AND FAILURE. Pick yourself up.I look forward to see the great you will do in your future.

It is so amazing to know what a couple of years can do.

2011-05-14T08:27:00.000-07:00

MY LOVE STAYS UNDECLARED.

2011-04-02T22:08:00.001-07:00

A warrior dies and his flesh becomes soil. A tree grows on the land and sheds a leaf. The warrior's soul is resurrected from the dead leaf and he becomes the guardian of the tree

By Kelvin

2011-03-11T05:05:00.000-08:00

IF only life is like MICROSOFT WORD,

where we can cut the people we hate,

or edit them

and even better, delete them

2011-02-25T07:13:00.002-08:00

When i read about how hear t shattered into many pieces.
I am so glad I am not like her. Reading her pained words, make me glad that i am not in her shoes.
Pretending that you are alright even you are not.

2011-02-25T07:13:00.000-08:00

When i read about how hear t shattered into many peicies.
I am so glad I am not like her. Reading her pained words, make me glad that i am not in her shoes.
Pretending that you are alright even you are not.

2011-02-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

I recently come across a guy who is undefined by his sexuality. And it is so charming. The way he moves and talk. The part when he would be like an introvert. He seems to be with ease and he for some reason, reminds me a lot about me.

Can you fall in love with yourself, or someone who reminds u a lot of you?

2011-01-28T08:03:00.000-08:00

I don't really like people who wish happy birthday on facebook.
BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT IF FACEBOOK DIDN"T EXISTS, YOU WOULDN"T WISH ME.

~~I really really want to meet like minded fresh people now.~~

2011-01-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

I own you nothing.
Am so glad you are suffering now.
I M BITTER.

"EDIT"
Reflecting on ones emotion at the moment and this should not be define as one's personality. I will not care anything about that fb status that you have posted about me indirectly. But i just want to say that i own you nothing and that I hope that we could still become friends. Letting go of smaller issues becomes easier. Maybe due to the fact that we wouldn't see each other ever again? Or it is part of growing up?

My posts are getting shorter and shorter. ~~Maybe it is because of the lack of time. and emotions~~ NOT TRUE. That actually a lot of things on my mind now and ideas, inspiration for the rare few who come to read my thoughts.

Like for instance.
2010, my lost and found identity. ordeal at the end of the year and more importantly,
THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE OR BREAK ME.
For instance
Take care sir in my previous post is actually this guy I meet at work. He first started out cold but then I realised that he lack of the basic human flaw. JEALOUSLY. So I did a tribute poem to him. And he is one of the person who i learn a lot form. I m scared that i forget about him so this is what i did. To remember him and the bit of how he shaped me.

We meet different people these days. And it is all these people who shaped us one way or another. For good or for bad.

2010-12-29T23:14:00.000-08:00

WHEN YOU LEFT ME HANGING,
WHEN YOU CHOOSE THEM OVER ME.
WHEN YOU MAKE ME THE DEVIL

I will never ever keep in contact with you forever. Period.

2010-12-13T21:01:00.001-08:00

been busy these few day?

2010-12-01T00:29:00.002-08:00

I hope that we could meet again.( on a more relaxed pace perhaps).

You are someone who i admire and respect.( Mutually i hoped)

But then again you just have to go so soon.( Philippines, yes I know)

I didn't even have time to tell you good bye ( It is for the better? )

THANKS. BYE. SEE YOU AGAIN.

SIR

2010-12-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

I hope that we could meet again.( on a more relaxed pace perhaps).

You are someone who i admire and respect.( Mutually i hoped)

But then again you just have to go so soon.( Philippines, yes I know)

I didn't even have time to tell you good bye ( It is for the better? )

TAKE CARE.

SIR

2010-11-24T17:26:00.000-08:00

What is a customer to you?

Someone who pay for the food and service? Is that too superficial
Someone who is always right? Is that too pragmatic?

I think a customer is someone who wants to be treated the way you wanted to be treated. With respect. With politeness. With empathy.

After all, they are just a human being with feelings and emotions

2010-11-19T18:04:00.000-08:00

There so many things on my mind right now, but most of all, i want to fly.

I will,
when i turn 18.

~~Figuratively.~~

2010-11-16T16:48:00.001-08:00

I MISS YOU,

But that ok. I am stronger that what you tink, No matter how much I feel like breaking down, I will hold strong. Stay strong. Be strong. And

one day, become a stronger person

2010-11-12T18:39:00.001-08:00

Have you ever meet a person who reminded you of me.
TELL ME.
Would love to meet that person.

2010-11-05T22:40:00.001-07:00

I m glad to noe that you are doing find.
Seen from the corner of my eye. Take care.

And maybe, just be, we keep in touch.

2010-11-04T19:51:00.000-07:00

I walk
  run
  fly
  jump
  hop
  smile
  all the way from bugis to botanic garden.

Am I crazy?
Nope. I just practicing to complete a 50km run.
Hmm...maybe I am crazy. :)

2010-10-21T05:25:00.000-07:00

I don't know how I see you.
As a friend? As a mentor? As a lover? As a stranger? As an acquaintance? As a man? Or as a boy?
Ambiguous relationship.
Undefinable .

2010-10-16T18:24:00.001-07:00

I lost.
Yes I did not win. Just because I make 1 stupid mistake of not putting down one of the stimulus. The contenders are weak. It should be easy. But I failed.

But that's OK. I am going to pick myself up. And now, I am going to channeled that anger and frustration to energy for doing well in the o levels. And next year, I will thrive.

WATCH ME

2010-10-09T06:46:00.001-07:00

GIRLS TRIPPING IN HIGH HEELS ARE FUNNY TO WATCH. :)

2010-09-25T22:28:00.001-07:00

WILL BE AWAY TEMPORARY FOR 1 MONTH

2010-09-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

The reason why I believe I am alive.
Dreams.

That all I have in life.

2010-09-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

Looking at your Facebook wall, I find it so sad that despite the wall posts you have, many of it are probably added because they add you. Well, I am quite that when you scroll down your friends list and wonder, " Who shall I call when I broke up with my boyfriend" and you find yourself sinking into reality, NONE.

These friends, to be honest are just acquaintance and that the only thing you guys know each other is through a mere click away. The only thing in common in both of you is to see who have the most friends,. Even when you walked past each other, an awkward silence builds up, that dispel only when each other become out of side. Do you realise that when that happen, you are holding you breathe?

But then again, I have no right to confront it IN YOUR FACE.
Cause I am also GAC
Guilty as charged

2010-09-05T03:44:00.000-07:00

You seem to disappear from the hard reality,

Not leaving a trace behind,

Leaving people wondering of your existence,

whether you are just an illusion or a dream.

IS IT JUST ME>?

Is you exist in my memories, does you still exist?

2010-08-31T02:07:00.000-07:00

I am sorry. It is my fault. 100%. No excuses. Just a sincere apology. Without a call, I left you guys hanging, waiting, wondering when I would come, to have lunch. And in the end, I just give you a call, telling you that i don't want to eat, making you wait for nothing, leaving you tired and hungry.Yes, it is my fault. Instead of letting you wait in vain, i should call you guys and tell you guys. I am sorry

2010-08-29T02:19:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry for pushing you away.

2010-08-27T09:09:00.001-07:00

I thought that it is very ironic that you chose to celebrate your birthday with the guy that hates you.
Either you are an idiot,
or he is a fucking good actor.

I think that it is the former.

2010-08-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

I made mistakes in drama.

I thought that drama was when the actors cried

But drama is when the audience cries.

Frank Capra.

2010-08-25T06:20:00.001-07:00

~~I looking for people to do crazy stuff after my O'level.~~

2010-08-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Just because i choose not to hold your hand in public, does it make my love for you less?

Or the fact that, I don't hug you, kiss you, touch you, makes us less of a couple?

Must we conform to social expectation?

Creating persona that society like us to be?

2010-08-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Today is living hell for everybody.
If you are happy, cheerful, elated, jubilant, ecstatic, overjoyed, intoxicated, gleeful, perky, joyful, YOU MUST BE THE DEMONS.

2010-08-22T05:14:00.001-07:00

You know what?

I don't need anybody affirmation, ratings of my personality, or a letter to make myself feel good.

2010-08-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

Listen to this song and tell me what is the meaning behind it.

we

2010-08-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

I NEED CHANGE.

2010-08-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

I have been moving to fast that I forget that we are fragile.

2010-08-06T04:45:00.001-07:00

After my O's

I want to do a topless photoshoot.

I have what it takes, Ok. :).

2010-08-01T08:14:00.001-07:00

I hope that you fail.
But I will never know,
Cause i will soar up, up and away,
That I cannot see you defeated, lying on the ground.
Even if I want to

I will never look back.

Ha

2010-07-31T07:56:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry. That I am not tall. Or handsome. I am awkward. I am straight talking. I said every single thing IN YOUR FACE. I can't feel. I am anything but boyfriend material. I am nobody. But yet not perfect. You bring me back to Earth, I break your heart,
Till we become two heartless beings.

Have a lot of things going on these day.
Feeling overwhelmed
Next inspiration---------------Mr Najib. And a beautiful girl. And my play. I triangle you. Will post snippets once in a while.

2010-07-27T05:48:00.001-07:00

I HATE HIM.
I can only see his flaws,
Is it my fault or is it him?

2010-07-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

Just come back from 24 playwriting competition.
It willl be one of the best experience I have in life, Waking up 24hours just to write a play. Through this play, I meet up with awesome people who make this whole experience even more memorable. They are people who are so fun and open to tak with, making the experience of writing a much fruitful one. You know, we are the only table who I think really bond with each other. We even played cards at like 2a.m.

I think the writng alone is great. By writing along side with like minded people is fabulous.
I really hope I can meet these people again.

2010-07-23T07:10:00.001-07:00

2010-07-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

Girls and guys out there.

DON'T DATE ME.

I m serious.

I will make a bad boyfriend, a bad husband, a bad father.

But at least, I will make a good friend.

At the age of 16

the girl who bring the gentleman out of me,

is to me worth keeping.

2010-07-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

I really wan to meet Ng Yi Sheng, and direct his play while he direct mine.

2010-07-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

I overslept on a train today.
Coincidence, fate or destiny.
I met with the guy who I think once hated me.

It amazing what a couple of years can do. What was once hatred, cold wars, silent glares could turn out to be a civilized conversation, exchanging formalities, sharing "What up" in our worlds. That time, we come into a truce. At that moment I wished I get to know him better. Know him a little bit more. Looking back, we could be good friends. But we let chance slipped through us...

na

2010-07-13T05:13:00.001-07:00

Want something less bright, more tone down, more grounded.

2010-07-12T05:53:00.001-07:00

1) Outgoing personality - Always going out of the office
2) Great presentation skills - Able to bullshit
3) Good communication skills - Spends a lot of time on the phone
4) Work is first priority - Too ugly to get a date
5) Active socially - Drinks a lot

6) Independent worker - No one knows what you are doing
7) Quick thinking - Gives excuses on the go
8) Careful thinker - Will not make decisions
9) Uses logic on difficult jobs - Gets someone else to do it
10) Expresses themselves well - Speaks English

11) Meticulous attention to detail - A nit-picker
12) Has leadership qualities - Is tall or has a louder voice
13) Exceptionally good judgment - Has been very lucky
14) Keen sense of humor - Knows a lot of dirty jokes
15) Career minded - Back stabber

16) Loyal - Cannot get another job elsewhere
17) Plans for advancement/promotion - Buys drinks for all the boys
18) Of great value to the organization - Gets to work on time
19) Relaxed attitude - Sleeps on the desk

2010-07-11T03:59:00.000-07:00

Others call you a Disgusting Flirt when you know some new friends while your boyfriend is not with you.

But others call you an Irritating snob when you’re not being sociable.

Others call you a Cheap Slut when you’re single and are having sex with strangers that you just met.

But others call you a Play Hard to Get’ Bitch when you’re trying to be chaste and decent rejecting all those invites from hot yummy hunks.

Others call you a Desperate Desperado when you’re kept on searching for your True Love, holding on to your “True Love Exist” belief.
But others call you an Unsettled Circuit Boy when you’re always seen at all parties, dancing the night away, and are not on the look for a relationship.

Others call you a Nasty Unromantic Bitch when you’re being practical and ‘real’ in this superficial ugly full of lustful desieres world.

But others call you an Imaginative ‘Fairy Tales’ Immature ‘Small Boy Wannabe’ when you're always trying your best to provide the best love to him and being the ONE that he always wanted.

Others call you a Boring Workaholic when you’re focusing on your career and hoping to achieve something great to better provide for both of you.

But others call you a Useless Good for nothing guy who doesn’t know what you want in life when you're spending more time to make him happier and less focusing on your career.

Others call you an Unfair Insensitive Bastard when you’re spending more time with your friends than your boyfriend.

But others call you a Forbidding Possessive Fucker when you focus on your boyfriend more than your friends.

Others call you a Super Sensitive and Overly Suspicious Guy when you’re caring to him and showering him with all your loves and attention.

But others call you a Heartless Unappreciative Bastard when you do not reciprocate his love, care and attention or when you’re not showing him enough love, care and attention.

Well for people who do that, some called you HYPOCRITICAL.

2010-07-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

Underestimating myself.
Not anymore.
I found myself back.

2010-07-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

Recently, people have been caring for me more than they should. That right, by invading into my privacy. FYI, just because you tell me everything about you doesn't mean that i have to do the same. I am a person who happen to have a radar that can detect flaws easily. I sorry, that is the way i am built.

AND NO, I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING.
You ruined what somethings that could be beautiful. That why you remain single. You flaws, too many. Unpardonable.

2010-07-03T06:51:00.000-07:00

What are you r quirks?

Things that you must do everyday, if not you feel out of place. Like for me, i am getting in the habit of biting my nail. It makes me feel better and actually calm me down. Only the thumb. I also only enter the train by the third door.I remember there is one time when I pretend that my phone is a chocolate bars.And there is a time when I always get out of my bed from the left side.

The idiosyncrasies. The little things that we do that give colours to life. We all have our own. Just be more aware.

2010-06-30T05:37:00.001-07:00

Hate will get you all this time.
so love me

2010-06-28T05:19:00.000-07:00

Bravado or courage.

2010-06-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

I keep doing the things people expects me to, and never what I want to do.

2010-06-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

2010-06-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

Dear Chee Ian, Darrick, Praveena and Zhe Shuo.

Congratulations for having come to the end of another milestone. :) "Home & Station" is one production (though a very short one) that you will be proud of for a long long time.

In fact, you should be very proud of yourself for being so tenacious, hanging on so tightly to this subject that is so tough and demanding on all of us. Drama is made even harder by the fact that everybody, except ourselves and a small group of like-minded people, think it is frivolous, indulgent and fun. :(

How tragic and unfortunate.

But you know what? The tougher the going gets, the more effort we need to put in. The more effort we put in, the more we grow. The more we grow the better we get. The better we get the more confident we become.

When I look back at myself twenty years ago, I shudder and then I thank god for putting whatever trials and tribulations that come my way that made me into what I am today.

You might or might not know that my motto: "It can only get better".

Getting better/improving is a continuous process that requires hard work.

I work very hard everyday to stay focused, to be aware of my thoughts and actions, to make the right decisions and to do the right things to get better.

It was really difficult in the beginning but now, the processes are so much a part of me that they kick in automatically.

Theatre (and in our case Drama) does more than mimic life. It takes one part of life at a time and magnifies it so big to make it so clear for humans can be very stupid sometimes.

The processes that you take to prepare for your roles are also similar to the ones that I go through to improve my life everyday.

Like me, you have all grown a lot as young people and performers. Like me, you also all have many habits which prevents your performances from being a magnificent one. These habits of ours are very precious and will always be a part of us. Treasure them. :)

It is, however, important that we are aware of these habits and learn to work with them so that we do not become blindly controlled by them.

To end this really long message, I just want to say that the reason I love the Theatre and the Arts is because of the humanity in them. The reason why I love teaching Drama is because it teaches myself and my students to be human. Therefore, I am sending something that I took twenty years to learn to you.

See you when school reopens and take care in the mean time. :)

With all my care and thought,
Mdm Nasyitah
(A message i received on FB.)

2010-06-17T18:01:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had a time when you ordered a plate of rice and you can't finished. Not because the food is yucky or what, it's just you can't finished.

Please don't do that.

Think about the people in the world who don't know what is full.

Think about the people who food is stolen, snatched, rationed, never ordered.

Think about the people whose plate is the ground, whose cup is their hands.

Think about the people that don't have 3 meals a day, but 3 meals in a month........

2010-06-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

Are you trying to make me feel jealous of you for having a girlfriend?

Are you trying to make me jealous of your girlfriend because she have you?

2010-06-12T05:56:00.000-07:00

CAN YOU SERVE?
Easier said than done.

Very motivated and inspired by that reality show. Finally, some show that feature substance.With the drama, without the catfights. GO YOUTUBE and watch if you miss the previous episode.

2010-06-11T20:17:00.000-07:00

It is kind of interesting, this world.
That having the party of your life, with great people and sitting in a darken room can give you the same feelings.
Loneliness

How unfortunate.

2010-06-09T02:54:00.000-07:00

_____________

_____________. This is our relationship.

(Parallel lines)

2010-06-07T01:25:00.001-07:00

Statistics about Singapore.

Singapore is the most competitive country in the world.
Singapore is the country which have the most spy camera. ( Lack of privacy) .
Singapore is rank 28 on quality of life.

Statistic about Singapore youths.

9 out of 10 Singapore youth says that Singapore is a good place to live.
20% of Singapore yuoths feels that once marriage, divorce should not take place regardless what.
9 out of 10 of Singapore youths says that they would be disappointed if their child is a homosexual.

But then again, only 94.77% of statistics are true .
:)

2010-06-04T07:29:00.000-07:00

Someone says that I resembles a lot with my mom. Not in terms or looks or opinions but in terms of personality. When I first hear it, I find it unbelievable. We don't see eye to eye with on many issue. Basically we have a ~~love~~ hate relationship.........

Everything changes. I now realized how we resemble each other now. I used to be very critical of her, because I only see her flaws and I do not want to be like her. But yet, in my 16 years of living together under one roof, I failed, Yes I failed to notice the good point of her. The points which I respect.

ANOTHER MOTIVATION TO GET 8 POINTS FOR MY O LEVEL.

2010-05-31T03:13:00.000-07:00

LYRICS.

Girls can wear jeans

And cut their hair short

Wear shirts and boots

'Cause it's OK to be a boy

But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading

'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading

But secretly you'd love to know what it's like

Wouldn't you

What it feels like for a girl

My inspiration for prom look 1.

2010-05-30T05:21:00.000-07:00

Can I have a minute of you time?Do you mind?

Mindless fool.
~~Foolish you.~~
YOU ADORABLE BASTARD.

Thank you for your minute. I so appreciate it.

2010-05-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

Darrick is feeling bitter, unjust, jealous.
But then, who is he to blame?

2010-05-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

The good.
Darrick is putting in tons of effort for his studies now.

The bad.
HE IS VERY ANGRY AT THOSE HYPOCRITICAL BASTARDS. STOP ACTING FUCKING NONCHALANT OR HIGH AND MIGHTY. Do the world a favor and just die.

THE ugly.
The bloody blister I suffered for looking good for you.

2010-05-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

Recently, things have been too personal and not inspirational.
I will let this blog speak for me.
Je suis enchantée.

http://docras.livejournal.com/ click

2010-05-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

~~I love~~

You.
Yes You.
I am talking about You.

~~But yet~~

You left me a lasting impact even after
You left me.

2010-05-20T05:38:00.001-07:00

Will probably attend this event next year.
A pink event for my pink blog
http://pinkdotsg.blogspot.com/ click:)

2010-05-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

May

Why these girls snatch you away from me?
We are made for each other.
You swing your long hair, beckoning me to come forward.
And despite me stumbling on my first attempt, you still give me a chance.
We never look back then.
Everytime we are together, my heart beat very fast.
And when I am with you, I always put my best foot forward.
You have make me go head over heels for you.
I have fallen in love with you.

2010-05-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

Is physical pain or psychological pain worse?

Psychological pain
is never based on logic or reasoning
It is on impulse, but yet a choice.
You could chose not to inflict me
but you chose otherwise.
Scarring me for life.

Stick and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me, is just my facade

2010-05-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

Two guys
Two different personality
Two different ideas
Two different approach

And yet they have something in common
Sincerity.

2010-05-13T06:55:00.001-07:00

~~People who know me well will understand the following sentence.~~

Giving a big bright smile and say "All the best for your competition. Hope you guys win"

2010-05-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

People keep telling me that it is a time for a REALITY CHECK.
I tell them to have a DREAM CHECK.
When you keep checking your reality, will your dreams become reality? No. You have been too engrossed in following other, competing with others, being others that you lose your sense of identity. You just become another average worker, person. human.
But if you have a dream check, dreams become reality. Just keep checking

My dreams,
-To start my own drama festival for o'level drama students.
-To be a 171cm male supermodel
-To do photography.
-To get my dream job
-To have 3 kids.( a pair of twin boy and 1 girl)
-To travel to Britain
-To be the next Alexander Mcqueen
-To be a better man
-To live my life
-To listen to my heart
-To be your boyfriend.

This list is endless.
Endless
Ending
End.

2010-05-07T18:52:00.001-07:00

I will be good and eat my vegetables.

DON'T LEAVE ME.

2010-05-04T03:30:00.001-07:00

What is the difference between
A is wrong
and
A=B=C=D=E=F, where F is wrong and therefore A is wrong?

7 marks in your SS.

2010-05-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

Can you promise me one thing?
To be by my side

And lent me a shoulder for me to cry?

No expectations, No questions
Just emotions.

2010-04-26T07:22:00.001-07:00

Pact

Have you ever stand by the side of the road, and feel the whoosh as the cars go by?

Have you then stand on the road and wait for the whoosh to swept you by?

Have you ever look down a building, and enjoy the view from up there?

Have you then fall over, with relish, catching you unaware?

Have you ever fake a smile, get high, pretending that everything alright?

Have you then use a gun, aim your head, hitting bull's eye?

No? That OK,

Wait for me,

2010-04-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

I thought that you are so much more.

I was ~~wrong.~~

Darrick is inspired by suicide. Will blog about it when i have the time.

2010-04-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

There is a Facebook group called

Teenager committed SUICIDE because of THIS status update

People click LIKE and join the group.

So what do you like about this group

That a girl commit suicide

That she deserve this wrongful death.

I don't get it.
I find it very ironic.

2010-04-19T04:05:00.000-07:00

DO NOT BELIEVE IN THIS PSYCHOLOGICAL BULLSHIT

"An apple a day keeps the doctor way"

This is not true. If apple really keeps the doctor away, there is no need for doctor and the world will be a better place with no sickness and all you just have to do is to eat an apple.

It is just the apple companies working together, discrediting the doctors, to get more people to but more apple. I mean is everyone goes around telling " a gummy bear a day can keep the doctor away", won't gummy bears go out of stock.

Let try this experiment, going around telling people that "a gummy bear a day can keep the doctor away"